I plead futility

Screw it. Things go right for me too rarely. Honestly, I'm totally sick of this helplessness.

How does one reconcile with the fact that I'm absolutely unimportant to anyone at all?

I could go on, pretend I'm ok, but the farce wears off pretty quickly and I'm knocked down into place again. I'm worthless shit who deserves neither to be seen nor heard.

In a world where failure begets failure, perhaps an escape route is necessary.