Family gatherings are incredibly boring

I clocked hours on my DS that Saturday.

I'm feeling a general lack of direction in my life. I'm just lazing away online, no ambitions, no goals.

I wish I had someone to love, someone to guide me along. Maybe I'm way too picky, but no one has captured my heart in a long long time. Maybe I should be less picky - some believe love has to be nurtured, perhaps there's truth in that?

I don't want to feel too comfortable wallowing in my loneliness. It's getting musty in here.

When I feel empty enough, I often end up seeking solace in consumerism. I guess that's why I want to get a new bicycle frame again...

Oh well. SSDD.